So today I asked my particularly well-off grandma for about 2k to help me out. I gave her a way out like “It’s all right if you don’t want to I’m fine!” and she said no. But now I feel so much guilt attached to this even though everything is cleared up and out of the way. I feel like an entitled, winey, selfish brat who tried to use her grandma for money, when that’s not the case in the slightest. I don’t know why I feel this immense guilt, but it’s eating away at me when nothing happened. I asked, she denied, I said that’s fine, and we’re talking fine now, like nothing happened. I just wanted to get this off of my chest.
