I haven’t been able to get over a breakup that happened 4-5 years ago, I still beat myself up about it which tends to lead to periods of Great Depression, I know it’s my fault for the breaking up with her and for basically destroying everything but at the time I felt like I was on top of the world it wasn’t until i realized what I did that I felt like I had lost everything in truth that one event absolutely destroyed me and I haven’t been able to recover from it ever since, I’m 19 and it’s the only relationship I’ve ever been in and It still hurts to remember all the time we spent together but I don’t want to forget about it even if it doesn’t hurt, I still have a physical picture of when we were still together and it hurts to look at it.
