i’m a student and this year i’ve been discovering the real joy of spending money… particularly to buy sweet treats and food i’ve never often had the chance to eat before, and let’s say, a lot of them were pretty hefty purchases compared to the meals i should be spending on in school.
and that’s only half my problem.
i’ve developed a hell of a sweet tooth and have been craving cakes and desserts more and more recently, yet i’m also scared of gaining weight. i would go for a couple of days eating barely anything and cheating my way out of having to eat dinner at home, then when the weekend comes i’d succumb to my sugar cravings and use my pocket money on buying food, which are definitely much pricier than home-cooked meals…
this is becoming so much of a problem that i’m spending tons of time, time i could be spending on working towards my goals and things i truly find meaning in, just being obsessed with food, cafes, ice cream parlours and searching up food reviews and places to visit on the internet.
this definitely isn’t just a hobby. it’s become an obsession and a dangerous one at at. it might ruin my life and i’m not feeling the full consequences of my actions yet but i fear what it might lead to.
