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I’m 22, bisexual, in a relationship with my boyfriend who hasn’t made me come in months. I’m over having s**, I don’t care for it anymore. I’m hot as f***. 42-28-48. Chestnut hair, green eyes. Been offered modeling positions and everything. Everyone I’ve ever been with (or anyone who has wanted to be with me) told me I was a total dream babe. And… he doesn’t want to try… anything. Doesn’t care for lingerie at all, and laughed at me when I bought 1 nice thing to wear for him from Victoria’s Secret to cheer him up (I had never been before, and now I just avoid lingerie stores). He doesn’t talk dirty, won’t let me call him anything in bed. Says he has no fetishes except for me sitting on his face, which I can’t due most of the time because the birth control implant I have literally makes me bleed every other day. And even when I do, it seriously feels like he’s just swirling his tongue around like Patrick Star eating a candy bar in that one episode of Spongebob. No tact, no sensitivity. He practically bites my c*** when I’m sitting like that, and I told him to be more careful countless times, but he just doesn’t care or doesn’t remember what my preferences are. He comes after maybe 2 minutes, and that stupid birth control fucked up my hormonal balance, skin, and body weight just so he can c** inside me after pumping for a minute or so. He knows where my c*** is. But all he does is maybe touch me for 3 seconds, too hard, and then sticks his untalented fingers inside me while I’m not wet at all… and maybe if he’s feeling a little spicy or whatever he’ll say “Oh, you’re so tight,” yeah, that’s because I’m not warmed up at all, a******. And then silence except for grunting. He comes, puts his shirt back on, and goes to play some online game or look at his phone. He won’t even hold me anymore. There’s no intimacy. I’m sick of it. I’m so f****** sick of feeling like this. I just need to… come, yknow? For my health.

All Comments

  • He’s either gay or extremely vanilla or both.

    You’re better off finding someone else who’s open minded and will actually be intimate with you. There are plenty of fish in the sea, OP.

    Anonymous March 18, 2019 3:17 pm Reply
    • He’s bi (should’ve stated that before).

      Thanks 🙂

      Anonymous March 18, 2019 8:40 pm Reply
  • Also, don’t avoid lingerie stores simply because of one person. Feel free to wear something really sexy, girl. ❤❤

    Anonymous March 18, 2019 3:18 pm Reply
    • I just feel like it’s pointless if it’s just for me. Like… why? I could use that money to buy something more useful, if nobody’s gonna sex me up in it, yknow? I didn’t use to feel this way, I’m just tired of trying and not getting any sexual response I guess. And I’m definitely not making some instagram side account to post lingerie on.

      Anonymous March 18, 2019 8:42 pm Reply
  • Lingerie is such a turn on, omg ❤❤❤

    Anonymous March 18, 2019 3:19 pm Reply
    • I love how it looks on other women, too 💕💕⚘ just wish I could feel sexy and romantic in it too

      Anonymous March 18, 2019 8:43 pm Reply
  • Holy shit, why are you still with him? You deserve great sex and you deserve someone who listen to you and who holds you afterwards!

    Anonymous March 18, 2019 8:01 pm Reply
    • He’s a lovely person with a great sense of humor. We have a strong bond and understand each other to a degree well beyond friendship, pretty much soulmate levels. We talk about everything. For some reason though, sex is just… a moot point. Am I gonna end up in a dead bedroom though? I’m scared of losing him, but I want to do what’s best for myself as a whole. However, I don’t think I would be happier if I left… I don’t think I would magically enjoy sex or anything, and it would take so long to get comfortable with someone anyway…

      Not to mention my coworker Becky keeps flirting with me and has jokingly offered to eat me out “like she’s at a buffet”… like… but I can’t do that, I can’t cheat. I’m just so confused.

      Anonymous March 18, 2019 8:46 pm Reply

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