I love my boyfriend but sometimes I feel like I would have a lot more power if I was single. I’m young, s***, and know how to use it to get what I want… But I need to be loyal to my man. I can’t use my s** appeal and it kinda s**** because I know my life would be a lot easier if I could. I’m great at reading people and pretending to be what they desire, I could wrap so many people around my finger. I’ve had sugar daddies (one mama) offer money for dates, can make people run into things with a look, can get free things if I giggle right, etc. I don’t even wear makeup or dress super provocatively so I don’t even know what kind of mischief I could cause if I did. I would never hurt my boyfriend though. It’s just in my mind as I slave away at a crappy job with tons of student loans, how I don’t use my second best asset.

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