I’ve become so accustomed to catfishing, I tried to stop for 2 years but created a blog dedicated to the girl I was catfishing as an ANTI faker site. Ever since I was 15 and posted my first photo of myself online, I was a little insecure, a little overweight and into the punk/rock scene at the time. The first comment I got on my photo was that I was a fat ugly whale, which I had never even heard in real life and there in began my catfishing days. My first time I picked one photo of a girl that up until then I didn’t know was “commonly faked” I didn’t know “fakerssuck” or “fakersbusted” or “photoshopped signs” were a thing. I ended up obsessed with that girl pretty much knew everything I needed to know about her. I created other fake “pretty girl” friends and her real friends to interact…. I’m not sure why I stopped using her photos. I found another girl who in turn was a commonly faked “Scene Queen” which I also didn’t know until it was pointed out to me. I became so obsessed that I found every pic I could, even her other fakers messaged me asking me how I got her pics, offered swaps… then I started hacking into her stuff, low point of mine. Still did it, I still do it, I’m 30 years old, so is she, I don’t know what’s wrong with me that I just can’t get offline and do something else. I don’t feel as confident outside as I do when I am her. I have MY own opinions, I don’t pretend I think I’m some model or dumb or rich or anything, I act as myself my own tastes and opinions but different photos. Recently I learned it apparently gives her anxiety that someone uses her photos… I still don’t know how to stop.
