I’m different. Not a special snow flake, I mean non human like. I act like the rest of CHILDREN. They see me as a goody two shoes, but the truth? I’m a cold person who thinks about hurting some people (sometimes I do hurt them but I never get caught) I’m also self aware……………………… I know when people are feeling a certain way. I can tell they are lonely, I can tell THEY ARE HURT, I can tell they are LYING, I pretend to act like I don’t know……………………………………………………………………………………………………… but I do know. I wish I could help but then they would know I knew the whole time………………………………………. sometimes I feel I’m a wolf, because I’m violenent (not near adults) have dark thoughts, or “hxppy Thxughts”………………..
Sometimes I don’t feel guilty and I watch my friends suffer from either being physically hurt or mentally, and sometimes I feel my face smile, so I usually hide my mouth from others so they can’t tell. I have looked and seen I have sharp fang teeth, I don’t know if others have this but I thought it was normal…. I whine like a dog does too when I’m sad….. I found out sometimes I growl near girls I hate…..(I’m a girl too)…….. I’m a heartless creature. One time a guy next to me noticed I growled so I just made him think I was hungry. But I wasn’t. I was mad. I rip others apart. One girl that admired me, was stalkerish so I told my friends I didn’t like her, and it was as if I controlled them to hate her. I don’t feel bad for her. I feel bad because no one noticed I’m controlling. It’s as if I control people to do things for me. But I’m so rude some times, why do they care? What do they know?

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