Just being released from prison, it is understandable all my wife wants to do is have s** with me. I thought I’d want it with her, too. But I don’t. It’s difficult for me to say this, but I was raped in prison a few times. I don’t feel worthy to be loved by her. I don’t want her to find my scars. At the very least, I want to be checked for HIV/Aids and other STDs first before I make love to her. But I’m too scared of s** now, I don’t think I will be any good in bed anymore. And I don’t want to tell her what happened- what if she hates me? Or thinks I’m gay even though I’m not? Maybe she deserves someone better than me.
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Don’t feel bad. Explain to your wife EXACTLY what happened and if you want, tell her your anxieties too. I’m sorry for what happened. Get yourself checked out and if you don’t wanna have sex then that’s okay too. She should understand, or else it would be non-consensual. Hang in tight, bud.
Discuss these matters with your wife, a marriage is a two-way street and a partnership, don’t suffer in silence. If your wife is a supportive, loving, understanding, compassionate and empathetic person – I’m sure she’d support you and try to understand, how you’re feeling. Also, seek Counselling and visit your doctor for a sexual screening – You owe it to yourself to do it. Plus, if you have any sexual transmitted diseases and having unprotected sex with your wife, you’re putting your wife’s health and your own at risk, don’t be irresponsible.
Please. You’re a prison pussy now. You’re never going to enjoy anything that doesn’t involve a big dick pulling your prison cunt inside out and filling it with jizz.