Idk if that was your way of…. confessing to me. You’re like a bro to me. A very…. perverted and annoying bro, but someone I could actually kinda trust. I didn’t think of you as anything more than that until you gave me that flower for Appreciation Day. And then after we had our speech assessments while waiting to go home, you asked that question: how I would react if someone told me they loved me, romantically. Me, assuming you were just being a pervert again, obviously answered a bit sarcastically. But… after I realized how serious you were by the look in your eyes, I started to see you in a new light. I’ve started to have feelings for you.
And when we were doing our revisions for exams, you sent me a pic which (and this was probably a bad assumption) convinced me that you did actually feel the same way as I did. When we went out of the classroom to catch a little break, I asked you if you were trying to confess to me. But you just snorted and brushed it off, saying it was just him being appreciative of me. At that moment I felt relieved. Now, I’m not so sure about that. I felt bad that I made fun of you that time, even though you were being serious. And now karma has come back to bite me in the a**.
I always convinced myself that I wasn’t so easy to get, I wasn’t the type to be easily swayed by words, yet here I am being the fool, falling into your traps. Idek anymore. I just wanna see you again. Even just seeing you around makes me happy, why? I felt a bit lighter when my brother said you were probably around in school, even though I could just ask you directly, but that would mean I’m ratting myself out, and I am NOT doing that. I’m really such a coward. Just…. I wanna see and talk to you again.
