I feel like I deserve pain?
Like, I don’t look for it. But when I get into situations I just throw myself in a rag.
I feel bad about feeling like this, because I know I’ll hurt my family with this mentality.
I feel like I deserve pain?
Like, I don’t look for it. But when I get into situations I just throw myself in a rag.
I feel bad about feeling like this, because I know I’ll hurt my family with this mentality.
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I do this a lot. I suffer from depression and often times I don’t feel ANYTHING. I’ve been through so much trauma in my life that everything is just a game to me and I put myself through hell to feel emotion.
Idk that’s hard for a lot of people to relate to…