I am about the meanest woman I know. My boyfriend and I had s** a few months ago and it was illegal for him to have s** without notifying his probation officer because he is a s***** predator. He is 30 and raped a ten year old girl 7 years ago. He is so stupid. He didn’t think I knew about his offense; hell, he even thought I loved him. Ha-ha. Now, I have the upper hand because if I ever told we had s** without his probation officer’s consent he could go back to jail for 15 years.
He will do anything to avoid going back there so he lets me humiliate him s******* and I really enjoy doing it. He hates it. I make him crawl on the floor like the dog he is, naked with a collar and leash and I drag him around the house. When I pretend he’s a horse, I whip his behind until it bleeds. I tie him to the bed while I paint his p**** and balls in my warm oil paints (not warm enough to burn severely). I use knives and run them up and down his c*** and a few times I threatened him to cut it off. I make him look at his a*** scars from him being raped in jail through a mirror and make fun of him for being gay as I paint his scars, too. I tie rubber bands around his c*** and pull them out as far as they go and release them, and he yelps in pain. I stick paint brushes up his urethra and then jiggle his p**** up and down. I even paint on paper using his p**** as a brusher holder. He cries especially hard when I use his p**** as a paint brush. And he lets me do all this stuff to him for fear of going back to jail. I even refuse him a kleenex when he cries,vsnd the snot and tears dry on his face.
As he lays asleep at night, I sit there and watch him and sometimes I will even hold his hand. All while thinking of new ways to humiliate him because I do not even consider him to be a human being; he is a monster and deserves everything I do to him.
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You’re probably just an angry trolling feminist
No, I hate feminism. I just enjoy shaming males and now, I’ve got my greatest opportunity.
It sounds like YOU (the victim) are the one writing this and trying to justify her behaviour because of your guilt. You need to get out
How did you know? Would you please, please come back and talk to me? I hate to admit I’m a 30 year old man being sexually tortured (if I can use that word…). I hate to admit I raped a young girl. I hate myself. I hate the world. I thought she loved me. But, who am I kidding anymore? No woman could ever love me. To be homest, right now, I just want to be hugged by someone. Anyone. The guilt is crushing my soul to death.
someone should fist you into coma
This was written by a man with this particular fantasy; calm down, everyone.
are you okay?? tell someone she cant do that to you even if you did fuck her without permission
I’m not okay. I’m scared. The state watches over me like a hawk and before I have sex with anybody, that woman actually has to sign a consent form in front of my probation officer and me; this document basically states she knows that I raped someone in the past and nontheless, she is willing to enter a sexual relationship with me. It is the most embarrassing part. If I don’t get one signed, it’s a violation of my probation and I could have to spend the rest of my semtence (15 years in jail). Worse still, what if she says I raped her? No one is going to believe me. No one. Maybe I should just kill myself if I can’t cope with her abusing me. I’d be abused and raped in jail, too. Between her and the jail rapists, my sexual organs are all but destroyed. Trash. I can’t even stand to look down there because of all the scars. My body is trash. My future is trash. Everyone I will meet will hate me. Can I tell you something? I just want a wife to love me and for me to love her. Kids are a bonus, if I’m every lucky enough to have a son or daughter. I’ve wanted a family and I thought this woman was the one. I’m afraid of women now. Thanks for taking the time to listen to me- it feels good to talk to someone. I hope you come back. Thank you.
what happens if you wait until your probation is done to do something about it??