I’ve smoked two to three packs a day for over twenty years and I simply cannot quit
The one time I tried to quit I failed!!!! I haven’t been able to smoke less than about 16-19 in a single day – and that was just my lowest ever about 4 years ago
I average closer to 43-45 cigarettes a day now… which has been that was the last 4 years
In 2014 I tried to quit and could get by with fewer than 16-17 cigs a day – even then that only lasted about 3 weeks
Before that I was really bad.. from 1998 until 2013 back all the way through at least 20 I was chronically chainsmoking 55-60 cigarettes a day – yeah a three packs a day
In 1996 I went from only smoking 1-2 cigarettes on a weekend party at high school to smoking 5 then 10 cigs a day -was smoking 15-16 cigarettes a day by age 16
Then in my senior year 1997-1998, that’s when I got to smoking 20 then 30 then 40 cigarettes a day
I guess I’ve been a two to three pack a day smoker for over twenty years now
Boy my lungs sure feel worn out for it too.. brutal stuff — always coughing and wheezing and always sick.
I cough up blood more than I want to admit
My phlegm is brown and I cough it up every hour
My smokers cough is so bad I drive my coworkers crazy
I can’t sit through a movie without needing a smoke break
My ex hated it because she said my constant smoking made it impossible for her to quit
She still smokes now too
She cries when she tries to go even an hour without a cigarette
It’s pathetic but both our teeth are rotten out and we are t even 39 yet!!
We’re still roommates because nobody else can stand out chain smoking
Honestly I Can’t even walk up a flight of stairs hardly
I know I’m gonna get lung cancer but I just can’t quit
It’s bad but I know I can never quit !!!