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I’m a self-described pornography addict, with an inclination towards underage girls. Not children necessarily, but girls who just happen to be under the legal age limit. The only incident I’ve had in real life is when I was in my mid-teens, when I groped family friend’s daughters through their clothes. Coercion or manipulation was never involved, nothing I did was against their will, but I still feel bad about it. I’m not exactly sure why or how this sexual inclination developed, but nonetheless I am not proud of it. As an adult, I have a sorted history of pornography addiction, and have many a times encountered underage pornography on the web. I feel this incredible pull to access the content, sometimes I even give in to that urge, and instantly regret what I see. The only content I can bring my self to actually look at for extended periods of time is underage “models” in suggestive poses, but I even feel bad about that as well. You see, I’m a good person, with a big heart. I’ve never hurt a soul in my life, and don’t plan to any time soon. I hate the fact that my sexual inclinatioms tend to violate my own moral compass. It’s a special type of hell, that only a fellow addict can understand. Being trapped in a constant cycle of guilt and anxiety is exhausting, and I just want it to end. So hopefully, disclosing this secret will help me towards my healing process. I’m also in talks with a sex therapist who I hope will guide me through to the other side, and I can find some peace one day. Anyways, I am out, I hope anyone reading this will follow my suit. Confessing your past-transgressions, albeit confidentially, goes a long way towards healing your psyche.

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  • Sexual attraction towards teens is far more common than most people like to admit.
    Both for men and women.

    Honestly I think it’d be far worse if it were children.

    As long as you don’t act on your impulses and focus on your struggle to overcome your obsession I honestly think you’ll overcome it.

    Anonymous December 5, 2018 2:38 pm Reply
    • Thank you, that means a lot. 😊

      Anonymous December 5, 2018 2:39 pm Reply
  • Hey man I know exactly what you are going through, I’m not a violent person or someone who likes to cause trouble. I’ve been starting to find girls in high school very attractive and I don’t know why or how it even started. I’ve looked up pictures of girls in Leotards and nudists photos just to see a teen nude and I feel bad about it.
    But what are these “websites” that you’ve found just so I know to avoid them.

    Anonymous December 5, 2018 4:51 pm Reply
    • It’s best you don’t know for your own well-being. I sure wish I never did…

      Anonymous December 5, 2018 5:14 pm Reply
    • They probably don’t exist anymore anyways, I reported every single one to the authorities.

      Anonymous December 5, 2018 5:16 pm Reply
      • You know you’re right, last thing I want to do is break my temptation by looking at teen porn, so thank you and I hope your road to recovery goes well.

        Anonymous December 5, 2018 5:29 pm Reply

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