I have a friend~we’re both very close and we’re both the same gender. Some months back we kissed. Actually she kissed me. But I also did not resist. These clandestine kisses went on for some days. We were hungry for each other. Our hunger led us to a point where we even sexted and exchanged nudes.We wanted each other so bad. One day we were cuddling in a classroom in the school and one of our teachers spotted us and made us understand that this was very inappropriate. Same day when we were kissing each other and canoodling a lady saw us. She scolded the f*** out of us and warned us if we did not stop she’ll tell our principal. That day everything stopped. For an instance I thought I was attracted to the same gender but then I realized it was just my friend I was this inclined to and otherwise was attracted to boys only. Since the day we kissed I have not been able to get her off my mind. I am not able to forget her kisses and it seems that she has already forgotten about it. I don’t know if I am attracted to her or is it just lust but I am not even able to tell her directly. AND THIS GUILT IS KILLING ME.
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What should I do about it?
Nothing. Truth is, you’re most likely demisexual, and if your not, who cares? You don’t need to put a label on it, and no matter what people tell you, ITS NOT WRONG. Its fucking natural to love someone, okay? I swear the human race has gotten so smart, we’ve become fools, having to determine what and what not is acceptable. Just do what YOU want to do, and keep loving the same fucking person that you love.
I wish there were more people like you. Thank you. Forever grateful.