i’m so in love with my best friend it hurts and have been for two years, but he’s seeing another mutual friend of ours. every time they act cute it feels like i’m being stabbed. it’s such an ugly feeling and i hate it.
it’s never going to work anyway. my parents would probably freak out if my first relationship was online. they would claim he’s catfishing in a best case scenario.
i wonder if it would be easier if he wanted me dead like every other crush i’ve had.
