I miss smoking so much. I smoked off and on from 1996-2001, and I smoked daily fairly heavily after college from 2002-2016. I finally made myself quit two years ago after chainsmoking for twenty years – and because I miss smoking so much, I go buy a pack of cigarettes once or twice a year…
I cant even smoke two cigarettes now without having nasal problems. I indulged and smoked a whopping six cigarettes yesterday over the course of 8 hours – and now my nose is stopped up and painful and furious with me…
How in the world did I manage to smoke an honest to God two packs a day from 2004-2014 before slowly quitting – and now I cant even smoke two cigarettes without f****** myself?
If i were to seriously try to quit drinking alcohol for similar health reasons and because maybe I dont like suspecting I might have been an alcoholic the past twelve years – would this same thing happen?
