I’m 20 and I got to know my girlfriend of 2 years had feelings for another guy, whom she’d been texting. We broke up for a month and got back after she cleared her mind and apologized over and over, begging for another chance.
Ever since then I’ve slept with 3 different girls behind her back, 2 of whom are her juniors at college. She knows about only one and has forgiven me, but I just can’t seem to stop. The guilt eats away at me all the time. But the rush I get from meeting other girls and sleeping with them behind her back keeps me going. I’m very attracted to her best friend, who I’ve recently learnt is really into me as well. I might just destroy their friendship forever, but I can’t help myself. Somewhere, I don’t even want to help myself.

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