• 5 years ago
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I physically hurt… the only one who is good to me and stands by my side always. The one person who never did anything bad to me. The one person I can trust with my life.
And I don’t know why I did it. The rage of something stupid consumed me. How can I let anger… stupid anger… do that… there is no excuse for my slip up. Small or big, doesn’t matter. Nobody deserves that…

I wish someone would shoot me.

I’m so sorry my little sister… I failed as a big sister completely.
I hate how quickly you forgave me…

I don’t deserve any sort of forgiveness for what I did in a moment of heated rage.
I deserve all the f****** guilt in the world and all the bad…
I did exactly what our father does…
I’m supposed to protect you… instead I turned into a monster for a second.
A second too long.

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