I think I might have caught white fever.
I’m a Chinese female living in an Asian country. I’ve been brought up from young to be meek and modest, because that’s what all guys like. It’s not that I fake my personality, but recently I just feel that I was intentionally… artificially created, it’s just not natural. How I can even feel blood rushing up my neck and cheeks just from casually chatting with a guy whom I have some attraction towards… how I dress up to suit their tastes, how I speak to them naturally in a soft tone…
However when I’m with white men, I just… feel like my personality can change a little bit. I don’t have to be so careful with my words, although I’m not spewing vulgarities in speech, at least I can feel less restricted. They’re more gentlemanly and makes me feel respected as a female even without having me to forcefully display my feminine traits. Not to mention how ‘as long as they’re slim, 4 out of 5 times their face is super hot’. I find myself gradually more easily smitten by white men, to the extend that I intentionally blow up my femininity powers a notch just to appeal to them even more. It’s contradicting, but it is ingrained in me that all men like feminine women. The white men are no exception fortunately, they treat you even more sweetly and kindly than anyone else could when you bring up your female powers. Bed matters is also much more enjoyable with white men.
My parents absolutely do not permit me to enter a marriage relationship with any race other than Chinese (no offense to anybody but it’s kind of a traditional thing here), hence I’m really torn. I don’t know if this ‘white fever’ is an illusion that I brought upon myself.
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date whoever tf you want
You need some big black cock to make you forget about tiny white boy dick. And on top of that Black men will treat you much better than white guys…
Love is stronger than culture, follow your heart.
Lmao, I know who you really are. XP
Is that someone you know? 😮
White guy living in China : you are not the only one.
when i arrived i thought that maybe chinese girls like laowai because of sex or money but i quickly found out it was just cultural. it’s more about a feeling of freedom to be who you are. But yes, it’s hard to join this with china society. My ex would suddenly walk 5meters from me if she crossed someone from work (she worked in a state owned company) adn her parents never knew about us. Got a friend who met his gf’s parents. That ended with “why do you date a laowai, they just fuck around”. Met a 35yo chinese girl who left her laowai bf because her aprents didn’t approved it then married the selected chinese guy, got a kid with him and… divorced to go back with a white guy.
Are you living in China right now? I’m a thin attractive white male in the US. If you can get out of wherever you’re living, I’ll bring you to America and we can get married. You will enjoy my penis and we can have more than one child if you want here. Would you be willing to leave your family and friends for a new life?