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I have cheated on my partner with prostitutes, and I love watching p*** on the internet. can you tell me if I am really messed up?

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  • You are, I don’t think watching porn is that bad but cheating is awful. If they were to find out it’d prob mess their self confidence up bad

    Anonymous October 12, 2018 12:27 am Reply
  • Hookers aren’t cheating bro. Just ask Trump.

    Anonymous October 12, 2018 12:29 am Reply
    • Yes they are. Trump is 4 years old psychologically and emotionally.

      Anonymous October 12, 2018 12:34 am Reply
  • Trump is superman iplane bro

    Anonymous October 12, 2018 12:36 am Reply
  • As a certified sex worker, I really take offense to this post. We perform a valuable pubic service to everyone. No need to besmirch our good name.

    Anonymous October 12, 2018 1:06 am Reply
  • My partner has done this, and I don’t known how far it has gone. Happening across your confession, I had to comment. I hope it will post. I promise you, you will never truly have your own happiness while you’re doing this, even if it feels good and you enjoy the taboo of cheating on your partner with sex workers. I’ll assume porn led on to the prostitutes. Look in to yourself at why you have made and continue to make these choices. You can’t be happy with your current life. My partner swears he loves me, but truly, I don’t know. He couldn’t have done what he has if he really loved me. But those are my core values. I think he’s just scared of being alone and realising no one else would still be with him. In truth I need to know why he has done this to me. I no longer trust him and doubt everything he does and says. I would rather he broke our relationship before doing all that he has, but life rarely goes the way it should. What I’ve discovered has left me scarred, bitter, broken. My self esteem is rock bottom, even though I know other men, people I know and strangers, are attracted to me. He has always been jealous of this, with no cause to worry. We have complicated health issues, which is how we met, and he claims affected his mental health so badly it resulted in his infidelity. I have exactly the same woes, yet my response to this was to try and strengthen our relationship. Apparently this only stressed him more. I think it was out of enjoyment for the thrill – his and my meeting was full of risk, and I missed all the things he wasn’t giving me, but O was patient. I never cheated. Never indulged in others. I was faithful, because he was what I wanted. So much has changed now. I’ve talked about having an open relationship with him, but he cried at the thought of me with other men. I have only ever been with him, from age 23 and now I’m 28. I struggle to feel sexually towards him at all. We still have sex, but my imagination does better thinking of strangers. That’s what his actions and choices – once can be a mistake, after that it’s a choice every time – has created within me. But his double standards won’t allow for it. He swears still he never slept with anyone. Lied again and again about things I discovered. He was a fool, and doubted my instincts. He has no idea just how much disdain I hold for him over it all. Part of me loves him still, but it’s not the same. Nothing between us feels the same and he’s clinging on to the belief it will return to what it should always have been but never was. I need more. Leave your partner. Be a good human and get help for yourself. Decide what you actually want in life once you’ve addressed your issues and compulsions, and then, whatever way you choose to live your life, you can live it well, without regret, and with a partner or partners that are on the same page as you. Then you can know what it is to be truly happy, which we should all strive for, without ruining other people’s lives along the way. It’s too late to take back what you’ve done, believe me – but move on now so your partner also has a chance to live how they want to. They deserve the freedom of choice to do What they want, as you have taken the liberty to do so far. There could be any number of reasons why you live this way now – good, bad, genuine trauma, or simply because you can. Find out and change both your lives for the better. Don’t let it be too late.

    Anonymous October 12, 2018 4:18 am Reply
  • Can’t believe I’ve come back here to see if there has been a reply, and now I think it was just a troll post anyway. I guess it struck a note and I wanted to help fix someone else’s relationship when mine seems so impossible. I’m so tired of being unhappy. Sorry to add this on to my previous post. I just want to believe that there are people who do these things who actually feel bad and want to change, and can be believed when they say it I’ll never happen again. I know I’m idiotic to hope for this. I just want to be happy at some fundamental level, even some of the time. I don’t want to feel like I don’t belong by his side, and look at him while he’s sleeping and wonder about everyone and everything else he’s thinking and dreaming about. Why he didn’t think about what his betrayal and lies would do. I hate him for what he’s done.

    Anonymous October 13, 2018 5:56 pm Reply

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