I have made so many mistakes in my life. I have been weak and afraid. I have let my fears control me. There are so many things I failed to do for myself and my children I wish I could go back in time and do things differently. I am also addicted to fantasies and m***********. I want to change for myself and my family. I want to give my my children one special gift to make up for all I failed to do for them in the past.
