I’m terrified of death but feel I need to kill myself. A lot of therapists and people with tell you that things get better, but I don’t want it to. I don’t think I deserve much better than this. I know my thoughts and actions and secrets and feel like nobody like me should be allowed happiness.
After I was hospitalized for a suicide attempt I felt worse. We’re slowly slipping into poverty because of the medical bills. I want more than anything to die and relieve my family of myself.
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Im not even gonna try to talk u out of it, its pointless, so Just kill yourself where nobody’s likely to find you, eg: abandoned well, deep in a cave, tied to a brick and at the bottom of the lake and so on.
I said do it where people wont find u so ur family thinks u ran away, they wont stop thinking ur alive until u show up dead even it ur suicidal, “hope is the last thing to die”.
Best Regards!
can i pls have your things
Stop whinging and kill yourself already
Do something right for once
I just happened to find your confession. The comments on here are absolutely disgusting. Please do not listen to them. I find it hard to listen to advice from other people such as “you are worth it” and “you are loved by everyone” so listen to this please. If it comes to the point where you want to do something to yourself, think about everyone and everything. No more hanging out with your friends. No more laughing so much that it hurts. No more family dinners surrounded by everyone that -does- love you. Those medical bills are nothing compared to losing you. No graduating (if you are a teenager) and being free. You won’t be able to get married and start a family if you wish to. All of the things that you once enjoyed doing and experiencing-there will be no more. If you need someone to talk to, just reply to this comment. I’ll try to check back on it in a few days. Please don’t do anything to yourself. <3