First, let me say I’m on the s** offender registry because I molested one of my sister’s friends when I was 17. The girl was 9. That has been 13 years ago. My family still wants nothing to do with me, even my mom which hurts me so much.
Despite that, I moved on. I could not attend college because of my status but I have a good career (thankfully) and bought a house. I never told my pregnant girlfriend about my s** offender status. Anyhow, I was on my way home with a diamond ring; I was on the verge of proposal. I want to love her and my unborn daughter for eternity. My girlfriend, though, was leaving, all packed up with her parents when I got home. They found out I was a s** offender. She even punched me right where I had the ring in my pocket. Does she know how much I love her? My heart feels like it’s dead. She left and I don’t think she will come back. I want to die. It took a lot of courage for me to open up and love someone, and I always get hurt. I’m sitting here, staring at this ring, in tears. Why? Why me? Will I ever see my daughter? Teach her to ride a bike? Take her to dances and the ocean? Why do people always leave me?
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In b4 a shitload of people on here making themselves feel better about their stupid fucking waste lives by telling you how much they hate you and how it’s your fault and how they hope you die etc. etc. For what it’s worth I don’t hate you and I would hate to be in your place.
Nice bullshit made up drama story. What is that lifetime tv for women or hallmark channel?
personally i love the stories of molestation of 9yos on the hallmark channel…
I understand, but you should have told her way before now if you seriously hoped to marry her. Your S.O. doesn’t need to know every detail about your life, but this is no mere detail. Not going into your criminal background is ok for others, but not for a future spouse. She deserved to know. If you are contrite and honest and open now, you may hope she forgives you, but I think you have to prepare the possibility that she won’t at this point.
You ask “Does she know how much I love her?” I’ve found that the answer to these types of questions is almost always NO! – unless you SAY SOMETHING. People need to hear it from you. If you cannot bring yourself to speak what is in your heart, then you have to accept that your relationship will have some emotional barriers.
Are you a predator? Do you still have sexual thoughts about children? Why did you do that when you were 17?