I hate my new friends and I hate what kind of person I’ve become
Recently moved to a different city, I’m in a new high school and I didn’t know anybody. I decided I’d change who I am, I’d stop being shy, soft-spoken book worm that I was and that I’d change. I’d be more energetic, more friendly, more appealing.. and it worked. I changed who I am and now I have a lot of new friends, but.. I don’t really like any of them, i guess i should be happy that I’m finally one of the “cool kids” but.. I don’t like any of them, its tiring talking to them and i just wish i didn’t fake this new personality.. its exhausting and I can’t even let them know I’m gay. Well, whatever.. I can still hang with my old friends.. on skype.. i miss my old friends.

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