I have no idea if I really love my girlfriend of a year. Sometimes I know I do and I want to spend the rest of my life with her. Other times I just want it to end and I’m afraid the only reason we’re still together is because I’m scared to ruin her life. Her kids already call me “other mama” and I don’t know what to do. I fantasize about suicide all the time because I’m afraid of making a decision either way.
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Good day,
I’m sorry for that and to be honest I thought about suicide before but I woke up and I said there is an infinity of beautiful things to live for in life <3 The story of Veronika decides to die changed my mind as well.
Take it easy and ask yourself, why aren't your feelings stable towards your girlfriend, Do you have someone else? or just thoughts? Personally I usually have deil thought especially when I have a loooot of free time so I always try to put my concentration an energy in something else0
Best wishes ,