Every day I think nothing but horrible things. About everything and everyone. It’s no wonder a lot of people hate and dislike me. It’s so hard to fight with myself because I try to be a good person, but I’m so disgusting. I read once that the first thought is what you’re conditioned to think and what you change it to and actually say is who you really are/want to be, but what does it really mean if what you think and keep to yourself is what you really feel? I grow more hateful day by day and I struggle with it.
- 6 years ago
- 231 Views