There was this form where I could visit another country as a student. There are 10 of us in class who also got the form. When I was about to finish the form, my parents asked me, “Do you like to be part of it?” From that moment, I just realized that I was only doing it bcause “it’s a once in a lifetime oppurtunity” and then I really don’t want it all, it might just make my schedule tighter. Yesterday, my professor asked for the form. I didn’t finish it for THAT reason but still he asked for it. I felt guilty once I saw the others pass their forms while as for me, guiltiness took over when I gave my professor the form.
