I’m what humanity hates. I’m a lowlife abuser of both animals and my family at times. It starts by me getting angry, if there is a nearby cat, or even dog. I either beat them or choke them. One time, I even took a lizard and brought it to my cat to kill. I wasn’t angry that time, I did it for my own amusement. With my family, my sibling is my main victim. When I too mad I hit them. I verbally abuse them. All these things make me hate myself, to the point where I think of running away or even killing myself. It causes me to constantly dream about being murdered, or horribly hurt. I deserve it. I have tried to stop, and I haven’t abused anyone in a few months now. (Before you say anything, I cannot distance myself from my sibling because they will only be sad.They confronted me about being abusive one time, and I decided to distance myself. They only began to cry and told me that they rather be hurt than not see me.)
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I’m glad you know what you’re doing is bad. But it’s not worth killing yourself for, nothing is. But you need professional help in order to protect you, your family, and animals. I hope you can get the help you need
Some things are worth killing yourself over.
Um, It is illegal to tell someone to kill themselves. I really hope you’re not doing that.
I have violent outbursts like that too. If I get too angry, I’ll hit whoever (or whatever) is nearby. I’m in therapy though (not specifically for this reason but ya know) and I hope to get on medication for it. Please seek help.
This is why I want to kill myself. People like that exist. Jesus fuck dude, it’s not hard to man up and realize you’re damaging more that the human race, you’re hurting animals too, so stop.
Revolting.