My mother, who has been abusive to me my entire life but who I cannot just write off, asked me to watch her house for nearly two weeks but didn’t leave me enough money to do it (this would be a part of the abuse I am forever left to watch her place/animals with little money and she knows I have little to none of my own). She did however leave her checkbook and I thought I could maybe pull out some cash without her noticing (if it’s $200-300 it seems like her usual withdrawal and she doesn’t notice). However the bank refused to cash the check (not because of the signature) and may have called her as well as possibly frozen her account. I can’t check/find out until later. Either way I know I fucked up and I’m freaking out and I still don’t have enough cash to live off of for the next two weeks and basically I can’t stop the anxiety from eating me alive.
