I lied and cheated and ruined my relationship and ruined all the love and trust my boyfriend had for me. I have hurt this person more than anything and I gave nothing in return except dishonesty and disloyalty. I deserve nothing but death. So this is it. Goodbye world.
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I’m really sorry you feel this way. I hope your boyfriend didn’t plant the seed of suicide into your head. So what if you cheated. You don’t deserve that shit. Cheating sucks. Every boyfriend I’ve had up until now has cheated on me. And I still wouldn’t wish death on someone for cheating on their partner. . I hope you’re able to find the help you need. Should you want it.
And from someone who’s been cheated on many, many times. — This doesn’t mean you deserve to die. And anyone that tells you otherwise, is full of shit.
I couldn’t do it. I tried though. He didn’t plant the seed. I planted it myself. I hate myself so much it hurts. My chest hurts.
you’re a piece of shit and you need to leave your ex boyfriend alone. he deserves better than you. you need to commit to being alone for at least 15 years while you sort yourself out. If you love your ex you need to stay right away from him forever. What you did was unforgivable and selfish and disgusting. If you really plan to change start RIGHT NOW. Shave all of your hair off (head and body…all of your hair) and study Buddhism. Day 1 of the rest of your life should be A) shave all hair off B) punch yourself in the face every hour as hard as you can C) shit in your underpants and walk in public until you notice at least 3 people notice you’ve shit in your pants.
This is the only way you will have a normal life.