I am a closet alcoholic. I drink when I’m depressed and angry at my husband. I cannot leave him because a financial reasons I would be destitute if I did. So when he is mean and disrespects me I sneak drinks because he does not like me to drink. I go to liquor stores and by those tiny bottles and drink two or three at a time. Yesterday I bought little screw-top bottles of wine and a supermarket and I drank 4. And I went to a restaurant and have another glass of wine and I was talking loudly and being a jerk so I left. I went to a park where there was live music and danced like a fool out in public. And when I felt like I could drive i drove home. He thinks I was out shopping all day. I hide liquor in the house in a spot I know he will never find. I am deeply ashamed. Sometimes I want to quit but I never will because it’s all I have.
- 6 years ago
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Lies lies lies stop lying to yourself !!!tell your husband everything ..he will help you get help!there is only shame in keeping this secret ! You want to stop I know it ,you are strong ,you can beat this.tell him cry out to him .fall into his arms let him help you.
Tell him all your hiding spots ..all of them no more lies .YOU CAN