I have 5 children by 5 different men. The first 2 are white and the last 3 are black. They are all girls but my 3 mixed girls look older than my white girls. My white girls are flat chested and no butts but my mixed girls look older than I do. I’m extra hard on my mixed girls because they’ve already started attracting grown men. I caught a man looking at one of my daughter’s the other day. When we got home I took off my shoe and started beating her with it. All of my daughters were very upset with me saying that it’s not her fault that men look at her. I grounded everyone. I don’t know why but sometimes I feel ashamed that I had children by black men. I think my life would be better had I just had my first two. Now I can’t even get a decent date and no man is seriously interested in me. I feel that men are more attracted to my mixed daughters. I resent them for that. I know that no white man would want me after having mixed children. I am no longer interested in black men because they did not treat me right. I know I am wrong for not liking my mixed daughters but it’s the truth. I have to figure out a way to love them like I love my white daughters.
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You having a concern and wanted to express someway shows me how much you love them but you are not able to express it.
I believe you are going to take action because you expressed here and will express to them too.
I feel if some black men didn’t treat you well doesn’t make all black men are like that.
I cant be able to tell you how you are going to get nice husband. But I can be here to listen to you and motivate you.
I think this is the point where you change your life and become a great person.
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Kys
kek, fuck blacks tbh
You should speak to a therapist. These girls are very perceptive at this age and they are picking up on and talking about the differences in treatment you give them. Please you have the chance to turn this around and make sure they have great esteem and self respect.