I feel guilty about stealing Ritalin. It all started when the person with the prescription offered me one to help me study. The effects took me by surprise and I immediately fell in love with the drug. The person said that I could ask if I wanted. But I knew that wouldn’t be right or feel right asking for it. So to avoid the possible guilt of asking for it, I resolved to taking it without permission instead – stealing. I feel like a horrible person now & I don’t want to get sucked up into this portal of doing horrible things like: f*** it if I did it once there’s nothing wrong with doing it again. probably much worse than I would have felt if I asked.
