I hate you.
I love you.
I don’t care.
And yet I think about you everyday and the lies you told. And I dream about you. And the dreams are so vivid so real I feel I’ll wake up and be next to you. And I hate myself. Because thats the last thing I want after our abusive relationship. But circumstances have it that I can’t date anyone else yet and so I keep remincing you.
And I know I shouldn’t be concerned because clearly you aren’t, but I wonder, do you dream about me to? Do you think about the child we have together, and try to justify not being there after you told me you would?
