• 6 years ago
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I pretend to be someone I’m not, it’s really easy. I just pick a persona or person I want to become, example “Nice” “sweet” “kind” “Happy” so I’ll act that way, sound, clothes, voice, energy. Everything about me changes. And I become a new person.
It’s because I really don’t feel anything but sadness. And I don’t really know myself anymore. And if I was my true self, people would judge me. So why not play the role of someone else who is better than you?
I even lie saying “Oh yeah I’ve played that game” “YEAH! I love that movie” just to get closer to a person.
And yes sometimes I will admit “Nooo? What’s that” But I usually say I know it, and then at night study the entire thing, watch playthroughs. Watch the movies online, see scenes. Mark dialoges and plots to say what I thought of them.
I don’t do it just for my lack of personality though, I do it because I want love, and friends.
I just feel sad now though. Angry and sad.

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  • I was the same way. If you’re lucky you’ll find someone that you go to put on your act with. And when you think about it, you’ll realize you’re acting all the things that are really you. Then you should be with that person. Until you realize that she was doing the exact same thing to you, and just isn’t as good at acting.

    Anonymous May 22, 2018 1:37 am Reply
  • Take away the “thought ” that you’re sad and kaboom you’re happy, remember thinking is feeling, you think you’re always sad, then you gonna always feel sad.

    Anonymous May 22, 2018 2:38 am Reply

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