I’m married to a mentally ill man that thinks the world of me but i find that after 8 years of being together and 3 years of marriage I no longer love him as a lover/husband but a friend and brother. I spend all of my time taking care of him so i have no time for a job and we struggle for money. He is an addict and will not get rehab. In the middle of that I have found I have a crush a a close friend of ours. We have fooled around some but nothing too serious. I don’t know how to break of a marriage with someone that believes that i love them with all my heart. I feel bad for going behind his back but i cant say no to the Dominating personality the other man has.
