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There’s this girl I’ve known for 2-3 years now and we would meet up twice a month or so just to smoke meth, chill and f***. We both know it’s not a serious relationship, I guess we were just looking for companionship that we so lack off from our main partner. Lately, my fuckbuddy has been telling me about her new bf, how they both clicked right away it was so magical tee-hee, and I’m happy for her, she deserves to be happy – but last night I kinda fucked up their relationship and the guilt is quietly stirring within me:

Well we started doing our ritual of chilling and usually I just stay over the weekends whenever I’m at her place but I had an urgent matter to take care of for the whole Saturday so I took off and told her I’ll be back in the early evening or so, she acknowledges this remark. I then proceed to take care of the matter and eventually the sun sets and I’m ready to go back. (Keep in mind I haven’t slept yet and really looking forward to that refill) So I IM her and told her I’ll be there in an hour, at this point I didn’t even bother to make sure she has read my IM. An hour later I arrive at her place and head straight to the bedroom because that’s where we all keep our drugs, right boys? So I opened the door to the bedroom and everything is dark, she’s obviously sleeping. Now, on my left hand I am holding my phone because I am in the middle of an online poker game and on my right hand I am holding the vape that I bought for her while my head is kinda muddled due to lack of sleep and the meth wearing off. As soon as I turned on the lights, basically in my sight I could only see her sleeping on the bed tucked behind the covers, everything appears to be normal then my fuckbuddy made a sound I’ve never heard her make before it was close to something of a high-pitch shriek with my name at the tip of it. Well I didn’t pay attention to it at first, I thought she was freaking out because I turned on the lights while she was sleeping. So I proceeded to the turn off the lights, perhaps that would calm her t*** I thought (while dividing my attention to the online poker game I am in the middle of). Well I did the lights turning on and off a few times trying to gauge her emotional state and I can now detect that she is genuinely pissed at me for something, couldn’t really make out her words though I think she couldn’t really form a word herself. So I nonchalantly walked into the middle of the room and the first thing I say is where is muh meth I need a hit. Silence. I started looking for it myself, couldn’t find it, asked again where is muh meth. Another silence. At this point I am puzzled for her erratic behavior so I approached the bed and direct the LED light from my online poker game to it. Well she’s still tucked under the cover, I gave a closer look and it began to dawn on me that maybe there is something under the f****** cover so I asked my fuckbuddy is there someone in that cover? She said yes, that angry gaze locked on me. I asked again for that epic confirmation. She said yes, her gaze still drilling a hole through me. Now I can see the outline from the covers, there is actually someone under those sheets! But whatever’s keeping him from uttering a single word It’s hella oblivious to me. I tried starting a conversation (All this time he hid on the sheets and covers, didn’t even get a good look at the guy.) So here’s how my onesided convo went:

Me: Hi, my name is blahblahblah
epic bf: [silence] Me: I think we can be friends
epic bf: [silence]

A bit more convo happened I think but at this point I couldn’t really think straight.

Well I knew for a fact that I won’t be sleeping over here tonight, so I did what I came to do. I went into chill mode and told my fuckbuddy (while her bf is still under the bed sheets) that I’m gonna smoke some meth then I’ll be on my way, give me 10 minutes I said. Of course this poor bf has no knowledge of who I am at all and I wonder what went through his mind when was suddenly awakened by an unknown character at the door, barging in like it was his own place and asking for drugs. So I smoked it right in front of them never did I get a chance to come face to face with the bf though he was always under the covers.

Once I was done with my quick session. I walked out and my walking pose was kinda apologetic just to show that I’m sincere. Thinking about it now, yeah it does deserve the spot in this confession cloud since I basically in best case scenario tainted their relationship or worst case single-handedly destroyed their relationship.

She was in batshit tears when I last talked to her though and I kinda rubbed the salt into the wound by returning the second time to her place like an hour later just because that quick session earlier didn’t really make an impact on me but the poor bf wasn’t there though phew.

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