I have this really close friend. She has been dealing with depression and suicide and all that and I’m happy when she doesn’t do it because I check up on her but I feel like everytime I talke to her, she only shares her suicide thoughts. I know it’s bad to feel this but I’m tired, I’m tired that she keeps telling me her suicidal plan every time we talk and not about her depression. The worst part is, I also have some depressing thoughts but I can’t share with her since one of us needs to be the stronger one but sometimes I can’t. I feel bad for every time she tells me her problems and I don’t care that much and I feel bad for myself for not being real with her. Urgggh
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I’ve been where you are. I’ve had multiple suicidal friends and family members over the years and its really hard. Its really destructive to your mental health to have such a huge burden. So its good to support your friends when they need help. But you can’t help anyone if you’re not healthy yourself. Xx
You should let out some of your feelings I’m always open to listening