I’ve been getting increasingly violent and from time to time I want to hurt either myself or someone else. I just really like the color of blood and I always wonder how blood feels, like is it smooth?
I also have anger issues. None of my friends know because I put a tight lid on my emotions whenever I’m in public. I have a punching bag in my garage that use up to 4 times a day. My parents take me to anger therapy sessions with my therapist, but I know they’re embarrassed that I’m like this.
I just want to calm down I want to figure myself out, I want to be normal.
When I told a person I really trusted, he was like “You’re a girl. You shouldn’t be like that. Are you seeing a therapist?” And that really, truly hurt.
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I think you should find a stress relieving hobby, also seek out nature! That’s always made me feel less angry at the universe.
Watch dexter and become dextress!! Lol you will find peace.
I’m in a similar situation id love to be your friend