I went onto tor network and saw images of child p***. I even masturbated. It happened 3 or 4 times. I don’t know why I did it. I wish I hadn’t. It happened within the last year, and I’m deeply shamed. I am not trying to become suicidal to cope with the guilt. I myself was s******* assaulted as a kid. Every single day for the last month I’ve thought about what I did. I know I won’t ever act in a way s******* to kids, I never have in the past. I won’t honestly because I know how it effects people. BUT I LOOKED AT IT AND MASTURBATED. I am to the point I basically hate myself for it. Part of me believes everyone already knows and they hate me too. This is in my opinion the very worst thing I have ever done. I need help and time to forgive myself. I had been developing voices to make me cope with it, telling myself that other people somehow made me do it. That it was their spirit in my body or a demon. Maybe it was maybe it wasn’t. But I can’t undo it. The guilt and shame has been tearing me apart. I will never do it again. I feel so much shame for doing it before. I can never tell anyone I know because I will never be spoken to by my family or friends again. I need help lifting this shame from myself. I don’t even know how. I’m only 24. I can’t just kill myself to get out of this one.
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Nothing wrong with that. I have seen them too and for me I like it. I love that kids experience sex young.
You know…. we all were born naked and I think kids need to learn about sex, the age of kids fucking now is like 10. The age is getting lower so don’t feel bad
You worthless dog.
Many girls of around 10 are sexually experimenting, some have had full sex!
I see many schoolgirls wearing short skirts and allowing men to see there knickers. I even offered a girl £5 to take her pants off and show me, she didn’t hesitate, we went being a wall and she removed them, she even had a small growth of hair on her pussy. I quickly pulled my cock out and masturBated. She just laughed and went on her way..
Lump of trash.
I heard of even younger kids like 5 and 4.. how do I know?
Because one of my friends called me over to cut the gras and gardening and after that when I went to wash up in the sink at the back of the house, I saw his 2 daughters both naked on the bed touching and experimenting.
Watch the movie “Call Me Lucky” on Netflix. It might change your mind about some things.