I made a rash decision that i have to try and live up to now. But somehow i cannot give it a chance. My parents wanted me to join the medical line in the beginning. I didn’t. But i decided to give it a go. And i had never made any other plans or thought about what i really wanted to do in life, only joining the medical to fulfill my parents dream. So, when my parents asked if i wanted to pursue a career in law, i rashly made the decision and agreed. Only later did i realize i had always wanted to study psychology. I went through my old conversation with a few close friends and realized i had indirectly showed interest in the field of psychology. But, in my country there aren’t any good colleges with this program and my parents won’t agree to send me abroad for studies. I’m stuck with studying law but i have no motivation or want whatsoever. I try giving a chance to this subject and one of my teachers or fellow seniors f*** it up, not in the way you’d imagine. I don’t know what to do anymore and i’ve ended up regretting a very big decision i’ve made only to hate every living moment and myself for doing this to my life.
