Never really put a lot of thought into family love one way or another. I have 2 sisters 1 older and 1 younger. I had been divorced about 3 years and my older sister started stopping by, she eventually admitted her marriage was coming apart.
One morning she stopped by all dressed up looking really s***. I told her she looked beautiful, she did, she blushed and thanked me. I was looking at her and she said, what? I started to lie but chose to be truthful, for a minute I was having dirty thoughts about you. She said oh really, stop being bad. I told her, you are looking really s*** in the dress.
She walked up to me and put my hand on her a**. Right then I didn’t think this was going anywhere I thought she was just messing with me. I started rubbing her a** and it changed into lust for both of us. We didn’t know what to do, should we kiss, should we not. We looked into each others eyes both asking without saying, are we really going to do this? She pecked me on the lips and I knew. I pecked her back then we kissed a lover’s kiss. That kiss turned me on so much, everything started firing.
I took her hand, led her back to my bedroom and we did it, neither of us said a word, it was all non-verbal. I did feel some guilt after, I didn’t want to make eye contact with her. She put her arms around me, laid her head on my back and said thank you. I didn’t know what to say so I just said thank you too, I guess I needed it more than I realized, she chuckled and said me too, are we good? I turned around and our eyes met, yes. We hugged for a couple of minutes, a peck on the lips, and a quick shower. After that we started back to being brother and sister, we just sat around talking. Then she said I want some more, I asked if she meant it, she said yeah so we did. The 2nd time was different it was less lustful more playful but I still enjoyed it. We did it many times over the next few months but got gun shy when our younger sister started questioning her about it. She gave her some story but she made it clear she thought we were doing something.
My younger sister and I never went all the way but I had fingered her on more than one occasion when we were kids but I was still surprised she felt we would do something as adults, even though she was right lol.
It wasn’t planned, I got turned on by her, I don’t really understand why, I have always been a morning person and I suspect that had something to do with it. I also think she might have been up to something dressed like that but I’ve never asked her. It happened, I still find myself kind of ashamed of it from time to time. Whatever it was it passed because I don’t get aroused when I look at her now, the chemistry was different then, I saw her more as a woman, now I see her as my sister, it’s hard to explain but I think that whatever it was is still there waiting to be triggered.
I found that it doesn’t take much for a family relationship to turn into boy meets girl. I don’t think there is a natural resistance to siblings doing it, I believe it is like any relationship, sometimes you will have that chemistry and sometimes you won’t, family is no exception. I don’t think I have that chemistry with my younger sister but then that situation hasn’t presented itself with her, It’s a combination of lust, opportunity and timing. How many men will refuse an attractive woman even if she is related to you? I would love to let you blow me but I can’t get it up with you. Right!!!