i am a married man around 13yrs now and been in an open marriage for bi fun on occassion. its something i never thought i would be into but when i was seperated from my first wife i was drunk and h**** on a super muggy night in illinois out of town in a motel with a pool. i decided to try to go for a n*** swim about 1am and seen that the pools lights were off and the gate was locked but not locked. looked around thought no one was watching dropped my towel and went in. after a few minutes i spotted a man watching me. freaked me out at first then turned me on. i let him have full view of everything then quietly asked if he was going to say anything he said no then i told him my room number. i walked back n*** and my room faced an open field i opened the door grabbed a condom and at first i thought maybe he is not interested then he walked in. i had no idea what i was doing i pulled his pants down and in the doorway started to give him oral. not really sure if i was doing ok or not but then he got me up and i kind of figured what was going to happen i bent over the table by the door and gave him the condom. i always wondered what it felt like. was very painfull and uncomfortable and my heart was pounding because the room door was still open. he got closer and was doing it harder then he finished. i was covered in sweat and i think it made it easier. was my first time and i still think of it years later. i loved it.
