I thought my first time would be magical like the books all tell you. It was nothing romantic. I mean sure, we were both hot and into the passion, but when he put it inside of me, it hurt so bad, I couldn’t think of anything else but how bad it was hurting. I almost told him to stop but I didn’t because I love him and I know he liked it. I made him wait 17 months. It only lasted a few minutes and about the time the pain was stopping, he was stopping too. He tensed up for about 10 seconds and then started breathing heavy and then relaxed. I got really really wet too. I am guessing that was him c******. I thought I would bleed a ton, but when I went into the bathroom and wiped, there was a few drops of blood and nothing more. I have seen p*** movies and they do it for like 15-45 minutes before he cums. WTF? S** is not it is all cracked up to be. I am sure we will be doing it again. I guess I should look into getting on the pill or something now that I am a woman. I just hope it gets better. I hope it doesn’t hurt like that every time.

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