I just got out of prison last week for a sexual assault offense. I’m 29, homeless, and hungry. I never thought life would turn out this way. I begged for a stay at the only local homeless shelter but they don’t admit sex offenders. I couldn’t even get something to eat.
There was a kind hearted lady who met me out back and gave me a fleece blanket and a plate of spaghetti which I wolfed down because I haven’t eaten in 3 days. She did that even though she could have gotten in trouble at her job.
But I’m still freezing. All I’m waering is jeans and a white t-shirt with a blanket wrapped around my shoulders. It’s 32 degrees out and windy. I hope I just die of hypothermia so I won’t have to kill myself. If all my life is going to be rejections and humiliation because of my past, I want to kill myself. I even use this cell phone to keep my cheeks warm. How can I improve my life if I can’t get any help now? For Christ’s sake, before prison I completed medical school. I’m a doctor who made a mistake during my residency (unrelated to any patient care- it was a personal domestic issue). But I can never practice medicine again. How can I get out of my situation without killing myself? I am really afraid of that but I’m suffering too much both physically and mentally.
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You gotta make your story more believable. Your first problem is that if you’re supposed to be homeless, you wouldn’t have a cellphone and internet access to post crap like this.
I got it as a departing gift from jail. For one month only. Then I won’t hve it amymore. And it was more so they could keep tabs on me with my probation officer,
How do you charge your cellphone when you’re living on the street with no access to an electrical outlet? Maybe you could get put back into jail? You’d be warm and have free room and board.
What a shame, and a waste. You seem like a decent enough person. I guess I’m curious about your crime, though.
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faggot go do a jeffrey dahmer and fuck yourself with a broom handle:/
My dude, your comment makes no sense. Kindly diddle yourself quietly and let adults talk.
Everyone isn’t a faggot.
Pffft. I ain’t a fag but $20 is $20.
As much as I desperately want to help you; I am unable to provide any actual advice other than to just keep going in life and make things as more right as possible. I’m sure there are opportunities for you to get your criminal record expunged and you can perhaps seek further help from families, friends, or even beg to get your officer to find a place for you to stay and make a sincere argument on how you are TRULY remorseful and want to become a more productive member of society.
Perhaps you can find a place that hires sex offenders (most manual labor jobs do, I think, or you could do things like snow removal, welding, janitorial services) or become your own entrepreneur and then locate a place that you are legally allowed to live in, perhaps a tent or something.
Whatever you do, do not let yourself fall and dissipate from reality. Don’t use drugs, don’t try to get money through illegal means. Life is worth living and all it takes is motivation, sincerity and right virtues to enjoy it. By committing more illegal acts, self-using, and letting yourself fall, you escape life, and therefore your meaning and purpose as a person.
There’s beautiful opportunities everywhere for you to make a difference and perhaps change yourself. But you need to be willing to do so and be truly remorseful for your crime.
Long rambling bullshit. He’s a sex offender. He ain’t gonna have no beautiful life. No redemption for him. He need to grease that hairy hole up and get used to bending over to survive. He already knows it.
So any sex offender, even those convicted of retarded crimes like indency, statutory rape, etc. deserve to have the rest of their lives ruined while more sinister and less caring individuals roam and control the world around us? Huh, makes sense. Okay. Yeah.
If society had their way, accused sex offenders would be castrated and shot before there was a trial. Grow up.
Ah so like all the false rape accusations women make? You’re pathetic
I’m homeless, have a job, and have a moto x4 and a unlimited TMobile plan. For your commenters that are so judgemental, eat a dick. OP admits he’s guilty of a sex crime, but you don’t know his story and penance. I can’t condone that shit ever, but we all have the capacity to grow and change. OP, go to meetings, counseling, where you can meet others and find support. Penance is something you will have to show the rest of your life and if there are people to see it, you can rebuild.
He’ll suffer the rest of his life and life in misery. Every times he turns around he will be reminded of the piece of shit he is. He won’t have penance, he will have constant pain. Then he will die and burn in hell for eternity.
Go fuck yourself low life
Yeah he needs to fuck himself and train his ass to be a pussy so he can earn a living with it. He will want to get it stretched out first or it will be agony for him. That’s assuming he didn’t have a pussy installed by prison niggers while he was serving time.
He could also just kill himself and his problems would be solved.
I’m sure you’ve done things just as morally wrong as the OP… and you get to dictate the fates of others?
I’m just being real. He’s a convicted sex offender. He served the time and is now free from prison, but he’ll never be free from what he’s done. It will follow him like stink on shit. He needs to get used to it and adjust his expectations if he wants to survive. Comparing rape and murder to other “moral” offenses is stupid as fuck.
Of course that shit will linger with you for the rest of your life, but that doesn’t mean the person can’t truly make it up to society, become a better person and give others a good example. People who don’t give others that opportunity are honestly fucked in the mind and does not demonstrate any morality whatsoever. I’m not trying to say that whatever he did was alright, but I don’t think that the rest of your life and your afterlife should be doomed just because of one poor decision.
Shouldn’t maybe…but it is. He’s tainted, marked for life.
Not sure why people refer to their crimes as a “mistake”. I guess they learned from NFL players who beat thier gf and then call it a mistake. A mistake is when you spill a cup of coffee or something.
Exactly. Own that shit and learn to deal with the consequences.