I don’t think I’ll be able to ever be able to forgive my spouse after tonight. The yelling, threats of suicide, wall and head punching… and now this? Abandoning our autistic child’s beloved pet? I’m lost. I feel numb and far away.
Lately I’ve been unable to stop trembling. The outbursts used to be mild and occasional like a normal person and now they’re frequent, severe, and I’m always the one apologizing. I’m nervous when everything is too perfect and we act like a happy family. It means an explosion is brewing every time.
I hate myself for having a child with someone like this. F*** this s***.
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I think it’s time for you to start planning your escape.
You are either a serious abuse victim or a big-time victimhood addict. (You could even be both.)
Either way, the relationship needs to end. Start figuring out how to get out. And get some therapy, please, or you will likely end up in the same kind of relationship next time.