• 6 years ago
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For the past few years I’ve grown into a suicidal depressive state and it wasnt until recently when i got extremely drunk for the first time (i was also drinking alone) when something changed. The day after drinking i felt as low as i have ever felt before. The days following i seemed more at peace with all the challenges life has thrown my way. My urge to leave this world still hangs with me and ive gotten so used to having random spurts of loneliness and pain i feel very uncomfortable with having a more straightforward mind. I’ve always wanted to go out by gun but lately I’ve thought of hanging. I just tested out the feeling of being hanged and believe if i have another breakdown im finally going to finish the job.

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  • Well the last person I tried to talk out of suicide waited till I left , walked out to his garage and hung himself …: but fuck it why not give it another go right !?!???…..,…. okay so here’s whTs up

    Your down ppl get down ppl get up .. ppl have good times , ppl have bad times …

    You know what would truly suck ..? Taking that leep.. leaving yourself resourceless and changing your mind while you turn into panic mode and struggle to save yourself increasing the tension as you attempt to save yourself ..

    5mins later someone calls you and says hey look I’ve kind of been an asshole …

    Sometimes it’s just time to give ourselves a break

    You only get so damn long here anyway why not just take your damn time and find something to enjoy .. hell if you insist on killing yourself and you really are to the point your gonna do it

    The. And only then would I suggest this … but before you do walk down to hooker stroll and buy yourself some crack and load up a huge “ringer” and load them lungs and hold that hoot in long as you can till you hear pinging in your ears and let it out .. YOU won’t in any way want to die anymore… that’s the closest thing to absolute peace you’ll ever get

    Anonymous September 19, 2018 6:04 am Reply
    • P.S if you also just walk out and kill yourself can we still get an update cause if I need to stop attempting then I need to know

      Anonymous September 19, 2018 6:05 am Reply
  • i have Depression too.
    Welcome to the nigthmare that it is.
    hope you can beat it though.

    Anonymous October 12, 2018 4:12 am Reply

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