• 6 years ago
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Just writing this because I’ve been occasionally lurking here and noticed the weird fetish posts about stupid s*** similar to this, so I figured I would actually talk about a real experience with this as contrast. Its long af and I really don’t give a s*** what anyone thinks about it.

I was a shut in ever since my best friend moved away in around 6th grade, only played video games and such and I had gotten my first computer around this time (a hand-me-down 386 on windows 95). My parents started having me stay over to the next door neighbor’s house during the day in an attempt to get me to socialize because she was a single mom with a son a few years younger than me. She was effectively my babysitter even though I was a bit to old for that.

I put up with it, I wasn’t really friends with him per se it was more like being nice for the sake of the situation. His mom seemed to like me but I assumed it was due to her being pretty decent friends with my parents. This kept up even after school started again since my parents refused to give me a key, and due to the difference in age we were in different schools with different bus times so I actually got back almost an hour and a half before he did every day and around 3 hours before my parents would get home so I would just go to my neighbor’s house and hang around until I could get into my room and play games.

I’m not sure how old his mom was, but obviously much closer to my parent’s age than my age. She didn’t look bad or anything, kinda short but still taller than me, thin build with questionable skin due to being a smoker for most of her life. I didn’t really find her exceptionally beautiful or anything, but I remember I was sitting down watching TV or something and she walked up near me and had to bend over and it was the most perfect angle to look right down her shirt. I don’t remember how long I had been staring but she noticed and looked really embarrassed, but didn’t actually say anything to me about it.

A few days later a similar scenario happened but I noticed this time she wasn’t wearing a bra though I still couldn’t really see anything. I was surprised until I remembered that she was so embarrassed before and managed to catch myself much more quickly and noticed she was actually waiting for me to finish looking before she stood up. I didn’t understand, I thought I was going to be in trouble she was literally looking right as me as I was looking down her shirt like there was no f****** way I could act like it was a mistake.

The weekend passed and nothing happened, I wasn’t in trouble and no one even said anything. I really didn’t understand but now that I wasn’t in the moment I realized it was a chance to apologize to her before things got out of hand. I thought to at least be a little discreet so I waited until after school again and went to her to apologize, she comforted me saying it was alright in almost a teasing tone like she thought it was amusing and then told me the second time wasn’t an accident.

I’m pretty thick headed, like I am f****** retarded with this type of thing most of the time but I still figured out enough of this after like 2 minutes of thinking while just standing there. This was in an age when the internet was just starting so seeing any female t****** was much closer to winning the lottery than it is today, like at this time my best chance was finding my dad’s p****** magazine in his closet or something. Even so, without much consideration I somehow managed to ask if I could see them and with a smirk and practically no hesitation she took her top off over her head and tossed it on the table next to her.

I was shocked, even though I had asked I did not have any expectations and I didn’t even know what I should have expected in the first place. She directed my hands to feel and squeeze them a bit without me even saying anything, I’m not sure what I would have said anyway. The only thing I managed as communication was a nod when she asked if I liked them. She eventually went to put back on her shirt and asked me if I knew about intimacy, I hadn’t heard of the word before and she explained that it was a type of trust and sharing between two people. People don’t do this type of thing in the open and they won’t easily tell others about it because it is only between two people.

I understood most of that with the way that my parents wouldn’t let me watch scenes like that in movies and stuff instead of understanding it in the way she meant, but it worked in the effect that I kept my mouth shut for the time being. I got to play with her more over the next few weeks, she taught me a lot but mostly used me for oral on her and never taught me about s**, which is fine really since I’m not even sure if my balls dropped yet. This kept up for a while really until her son entered the same school as me and took the same bus.

There were a few times here and there as I got a bit older where I would get brave enough to visit here if I knew that no one else would be around but in the end she decided to move away for work when I was about 15. Once they had everything packed up her son went out for the afternoon to hang out with his friends one last time and I went over to visit her before she left. We talked for a bit and she seemed almost apologetic towards me, she never really seemed to feel regret but I think she felt like she used me since I never did get anything from her besides being able to see her body and eat her out. Before I left she did finally give me a b******, though I can’t say it was my first by that time it was definitely the best though that might be expectation bias.

I have no idea where she is now, when she moved away it was still the era of flip phones and being 15 I didn’t even have one so its not like I could get her number and I certainly don’t remember her last name or anything that would be useful at this point in time. Now that I’m older and thinking back on it, I don’t really have any negative feelings about it. I know she used me, but she wasn’t malicious. She really could have done much worse to me but she didn’t take it in that direction, I’ve never thought of her as a bad person.

All Comments

  • She’s a creep and a hoe

    Anonymous September 13, 2018 2:39 am Reply
  • I’m not reading all that, way too long

    Anonymous September 13, 2018 12:30 pm Reply
    • i read it and fapped

      Anonymous September 13, 2018 12:49 pm Reply
  • Very long indeed, but interesting! She’s probably using another young boy for her pleasures.

    Anonymous September 13, 2018 4:28 pm Reply
  • I think we all know the moral of your long sorry story: YOU’RE GAY

    Anonymous September 14, 2018 12:35 am Reply

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