I’m an 18 year old and I have the biggest crush on a guy in my college named David Lee. When we talk, he just makes me smile like an idiot although I don’t know what he sometimes talks about with all his oldies and their artists​. We just started chatting online on Whatapps, he messaged me first but when I replied, it took him a day to reply. The 2nd and 3rd day wasn’t so bad, we chatted for a whole hour online. And it went into day 4, the same thing happen like in day 1, except he didn’t reply me at all even though he read my message. Waiting for his messages, makes me so anxious sometimes because I imagined​ what if he doesn’t like me, what if he treats me like a friend? Am I the only one feeling like this? I saw him today. I saw him first in the library, he was studying with another girl, I ran off before he could see me. I saw him a second time in a club meeting and by the end of it, he wanted to go out and eat with his friend and invited the whole group, I told him maybe next time, he asked​ when I’m coming back (I’m on semester break and he’s close to having his finals. We’re both in different courses) I told him maybe tomorrow or maybe not. Didn’t get to finish that conversation because the bus came. I really like him. He makes my heart race when I see him. He makes me smile and laugh so easily even though he can say some hurtful things sometimes. He makes me anxious. I really want to tell him that I like him but I don’t know how. It’s my first time feeling like this. I had crushes before but he’s the first to make me feel like this.

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