I think of what it would be like if he came over and lead me to the back and see where it goes, i gave a part of heart to him and didn’t know it, now i love 2 men, but differently,i feel guilt for how i feel, knowing, he trusts me with this guy, despite what happened, i am sad and miss him when i am not around him, am i cheating no, not in my eyes, cause i have kept it from both of them. He probably doesn’t feel the same and that thought hurts me. He is not a public affection type of person so i don’t know. The other guy is a public affection type.
